36 hours and counting
This has been the longest I have been without medications in over 3 years now. I can already feel the madness creeping in at the edges of my psyche. It seems that for some reason I was disenrolled from TennCare. I have yet to find out why, but I do have a meeting with someone from my Mental Health center to help me out with this, provided I can stay together long enough to make it up there.
No matter what, I will have some pills to wean me off the anti-depressants (you don't just stop taking them) so that may help.
Oh, I found out how much my medications cost per month. $800. There is no way I can afford that on my own, that's more than I make in my job.
Pray for me that I make it out of this alive. I've got to go and hide some more before I venture out into the world.